Thursday, November 30, 2000
Almighty God, whose servant Chad, for the peace of the Church, relinquished cheerfully the honours that had been thrust upon him, only to be rewarded with equal responsibility: Keep us, we pray Thee, from thinking of ourselves more highly than we ought to think, and ready at all times to step aside for others, that the cause of Christ may be advanced and thy blessed kingdom enlarged; in the name of Him who washed His disciples' feet, even Jesus Christ our Lord, who liveth and reigneth with Thee and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and ever, and unto ages of ages. Amen.Visit the Parish of St. Chad and light a candle for the souls of lost and mispunched ballots everywhere.
(Thanks to RonK.)
Thursday, November 23, 2000
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Thursday, November 09, 2000
The maple out front is vibrating with color and dropping leaves with alacrity. I can't even describe it - the colors are lurking somewhere among orange, red, fuchsia, bronze. The sugar maple in the back is bright yellow. The burning bush is red. This is the very last of the color we'll have for some time - the witch hazels won't bloom until February, probably, and it will be a long time before we can consider that a display, as young as they are.
Though it's disconcerting for darkness to come so soon in the day, there's something really comforting about the darkness of autumn in general: the heavy skies, leaf-littered forest paths. As the light diminishes the shade-makers let more of it through to us. There always comes a day in autumn when I'm walking out front and I double-take the feeling of sky above the four elms that line the south of the driveway. When did that happen, I ask every year. The deep shade is gone. There's light on the driveway. The disintegration of the garage door is much more evident. Sticks and leaves litter the valleys of the roof. And we can actually see it now, after the cottonwood which hangs heavy and low over the roof let go of the last of its leaves in October.
And yes, I'm reading The Dream of the Earth by Thomas Berry. Makes me want to stay outside all the time, forever.
Tuesday, November 07, 2000
Sunday, November 05, 2000
Of course I'm years and years older and afraid, somewhat, of the world and particularly the untamed, isolated places, the very places I crave to be. But after these recent months of spousal companionship 24 hours a day, I'm thinking that it's time to overcome that fear. In fact, it's essential for me to find the space I need. Now.
Inti would be happy to walk to the ends of the earth with me, as long as I brought along that hard, slobber-covered orange rubber ball. I know I'm good for eight to ten miles in a day, and with rest and soft surfaces, so is she. With her I'd have a slightly improved margin of safety, though the peace of mind would make that margin seem much larger. But we'd need water and some sort of food for day-long walks.
There's no denying that my walking, my daily 2.5 miles, is only happening because of her. Though it's a gift to me, it mostly looks like a gift to her. So she should carry her own weight, shouldn't she? I wouldn't be out there but for her…and besides, what an opportunity to get some cool dog stuff!